Periodically I like to look back at my posts in the past, to catch up with feelings months and months ago and to see if I have resolved anything since the time being. It is a sort of reflective therapy for me and I am able to feel and experience the feelings I had once again, it's almost like reliving the past. I was reading a post back from my freshman year at the end of my first year at UNC and it was full of feelings of anguish, emotions, and overall just distress because it was an emotional first year at UNC. LOTS of things happened, so many different things coming from all different angles - but I read on thing then that has been solved now.
My Major:
Environmental Studies, & EspaƱol.
Why?
So one of my biggest fears was mixing my simple desires and love for nature with that of my society generated "career goal" which basically my plan was this: get a traditional job (DR, LAWYER, BUSINESS,...) and make lots of money. That was the plan, so simplistic, I wish I would have known about ENST earlier. Spanish was just a no brainer - I have for a long time just wanted to be fluent in Spanish so this is the best way I can get that goal accomplished at the moment. This semester I have been in a class called ENST 201 - the goal of this class is to raise awareness of the environment and the situation it is in around the world. With books about: When the Rivers Run Dry, Exposed, The High Price of Materialism and The End of Oil; weekly journals about current events involving the topics we cover and presentations and case studies about environmental catastrophes around the globe - this class really helps to raise awareness and I like it. Also, the listserv just sends an enormous amount of internship opportunities at least once a week.
Spanish - well I just really want to hone in on my spanish speaking skills and grammar so I thought it would be best to continue on with spanish until I start sucking at it so horribly that I should give up... That should not happen.
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