Dead week approaches

My mom tells me that bad things happens in three's. I don't know how much salt is behind that statement, but there is no harm in making such an observation. I think it is just a general rule of thumb that when you get a streak of "bad luck" it usually is not a singular event, but many bad events in succession of one another, and since you are going through a rough time, you have a veil of uncertainty and negativity shrouding your outlook. Recently, some life changing events have occured, potentially changing the way I perceived my immediate future quite dramatically. For one, my mom was laid off from her job, for a reason that was unjust, and she is appealing the act, and it seems that she has the force with her :D Her former boss was really unfair in the way he terminated her and it was a very harsh punishment for a simple policy "violation". I hate this man and I don't even know him, I hate because he is hurting someone I love... but I don't actually hate him, just I am upset with the situation overall. So that could change the way I spend the rest of my time in college, this might affect where I live after college, this will affect my job freedom because I was hoping on living at home with my mom and paying off loans/saving money. Seems like I might have to go in on a lease with a friend, or something... With time I will figure such details out.

Another thing that has happened this semester, is I have released myself from my spiritual stalemate and I am learning about a way of life and appreciating God that I can see myself fulfilling daily. It feels so right, and even though some of the differences are minor from mainstream Christianity, these small differences really make the difference between black and white for me. I respect all people, and I especially respect all people who have realized that there is one true God, and are in awe of his eternal magnificence. I will leave it at that, because religion is my personal conviction and it is between God and myself. I feel like I have realized my beliefs anew and they are now connected and finalized, full circle.

Dead week is in one week! Literally, right after Thanksgiving break we have two last days of class, and then BAM its exam time. GHAAAAAA!!! I brought home just two subjects this time, the ones I feel I need to prepare for the most: Calculus and Spanish.

Even though my mom is not working, its really nice to have her here with me. Lots of time I can spend with her :)

My life is becoming more complex then ever! One step at a time please.